Pray with out ceasing; pray expectently

I've been praying for both a financial blessing and a new job for quite some time now
I'm tired of the inconsistencies at work
I'm trying of teaching and grading my boss's classes only to chastise me about petty items such as not listing dates in a grade book because I spend the majority of my time grading work for his classes as well as my own.
I thought my prayers had been answered Monday night when I got called and invited to interview
I had my interview Tuesday afternoon
things went well
They told me the next step would be a call from HR to fill out my paperwork
They advised that it might take a few days while HR ran the check, but that they, HR had the final say.
All the school could do is make the recommendation for hire.

Today is Friday. School starts on Monday.
I'm praying expectantly
I'm praying without ceasing
I'm keeping my mouth shut as my boss mocks me continuously at work

Tuesday after my interview, he laughed how the school I interviewed with is the worst in the district and how they'd only hire me if they were desperate

By Thursday, he was making claims that if I wanted to keep my job, I had to do such and such.

I know I'm whining. I know that I should be thankful to even have a job.

But I'm just disappointed in myself once again that I wasn't good enough to teach in the public school system.

I plan, I prepare, I grade daily, I go above and beyond the expectation to help others out...

Yet here I am.

I focus so much on helping others, that I disregard my own needs and

hypothetically speaking....I need to stop holding the door for others and getting upset when they don't thank me for doing so.

Again, I'm whining.

I'm prepared for school to start Monday at the school I currently teach at.

His will be done...not mine.